Stop the Hate

You BEST BELIEVE that it's 3 minutes to being 5am.

AND you BEST BELIEVE i'm about to drop some serious shit on you.

First of all, can I just say....SERIOUSLY?!

No really...SERIOUSLY?!

Is everyone in this puny pathetic world really THAT insecure that they have to bully everybody else?

Don't get me wrong, I've done my fair share.

But in all seriousness...what in the hell does it accomplish?!

I was bullied quite a bit mostly before high school, and got mostly threats IN high school.

I've heard it all:

• mosquito bites
• buck toothed beaver
• ugly
• annoying
• slut
• whore
• skank
• home wrecker
• flat chested (yes I know this is here twice, emphasis people.)
• racist
• loser
• lesbian (because apparently hanging out with your best friend makes you a lesbian)
• "no one likes you."

Ok.

A) SORRY for not all of a sudden getting my curves at age 10 like most girls these days. MY BAD.

B) So what I have big teeth, and an overbite...you probably have a billion cavities!

C) Everyone is ugly to somebody, and everyone is beautiful to somebody. So whatever.

D) We're in the 6th grade...we're all annoying.

E) Slut, whore, skank? Let's meet a girl who's NEVER been called one of those in her lifetime.

F) Ah yes, home wrecker. My first love actually called me this one. Because it was my fault his mother was psycho and his stepfather was clueless and rude. LOL.

G) YAY for small chests. All I hear is complaints from huge boobs. I'm quite content with what I have. What do you expect me to do about it? Ask my fairy godmother to make them bigger? Yeah, ok.

H) Racist? If you go to any public high school today, you would be one too. It's not my fault they create their own stereotypes, and get mad because you don't wanna vote for Obama.

I) We're all losers in our own way. Don't kid yourself.

J) Sorry you're too insecure to only need one true friend that spends every minute with you. What you saw there was GENUINE FRIENDSHIP. Jealousy is a nasty thing.

K) And yes, the famous "no one likes you." Really? Do you actually know everyone? Let alone their opinion of me, if they even know me. Truth is, nobody likes anybody! Because humans suck.

I've recently seen a lot of YouTube videos on bullying, mostly cyberbullying. People are actually killing themselves for these little comments. Yes I was very fortunate that I didn't let it get to me to that extent, but seriously...you never know who can take it and who can't. Nobody deserves it, we were all born the way we were for a reason. To be individuals and unique. If we were all the same, would you be happy?

Speaking of which, Lady GaGa is an amazing role model. She lets us know we're all born this way for a reason and encourages us to embrace that. But yet, she dresses different...so that makes her a freak and a tranny? I don't think so. Don't hate on her self-esteem and courage to speak her mind. 

I do feel better now. In case you were wondering. And even if you weren't, who cares? :]

Love yourself, love others, stop the hate.

<3

Sideways

It'll Be Okay :]

If there was nothing you could do to stop it, why'd you try?

4LH191

Rick Ross the Boss

VLOG BITCH

SO done with blogging. So I'm vlogging :]

My Secrets

Ok, so Facebook wouldn't let me upload this. Dicks.

My Secrets...

School && Money

About the two worst things to be stressed about.

But I am.

School is...well it's college so that pretty much speaks for itself.

Money...well there isn't enough of it.

Making it extremely difficult to live.

But other than that other things seem to be going ok.

Connor and I's one year anniversary is on Sunday!

And he got a new motorcycle that he loves recently.

Happy happy.

We're both still working at Bass Hall, which is great, just not enough money coming from it.

Other than that it's a great place to work. It's fun, and easy and I never hate being there.

I've been working bar at least once every weekend and LOVING it.

It's so much fun. Especially never knowing who you're going to get paired up with behind a bar.

Everyone there is so much fun to work with.

That's pretty much all for now.

Deadlines looming.

Pictures soon!

Peace! <3 Ana

No Sleep

FKN LOVE WIZ KHALIFA.

Ok anyways, so fall semester started this past Tuesday. JOY.

We have U.S. History to 1876, Intermediate Algebra, Texas Government (barf) and Crimnial Investigation...which is AMAZING.

The only class I really don't like this semester so far is government. Our teacher rambles. So half the class I'm wishing she would just not talk anymore. But that's enough of that.

My birthday is on Tuesday!

Finally going to be 20.

We're celebrating it tomorrow out on the boat with a bunch of people.

Me, Connor, my parents, Connor's mom, Sarah, Sarah's mom and her boyfriend (awkward), Kyle, Stephen, and Hector.

Got a cupcake cake.

Don't hate.

YEAH it's gonna be Hello Kitty themed, SO?!

Work: finally almost on bar on my own.

That's about it for now.

Peace <3

Guess What?!

WE PASSED MATH!!!

the end.

You know what it is...

Wednesday.

Well, dammit, it's still Tuesday to me.

Whatever.

So today we took tests 5 and 6.

Let's not even go any further than that.

Final is on Thursday...or...tomorrow.

Just want to pass the class. The end.

Ok so, today, as in Wednesday...

•  Studying for final A LOT.
• Going to Costco and Walmart with Mom.
• Eye appointment at 3.
• Amazing Cinncinatti chili dinner tonight.

Exciting.



Beautiful, Dirty, Rich.

BAD EFFING NEWS.

Lauren might not be coming with us on the trip to Red River.

:'(

I might cry A LOT.

This was going to be too perfect. Wtf is wrong with the world that it can't just let us FINALLY fkn meet and have some fun on a vacation together?!

UGH.

And on top of that, math is getting extremely confusing and it's about to be over and I've never been more stressed. Two tests by next week on Tuesday night + all the hw due the same night. Then we have the final on Thursday!

And everything she just attempted to teach us for these two tests went right over our heads.

I've never been so frustrated with math in my life.

Dear Math, I'm not a therapist...go solve your own problems.

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Someone go back in time and STAB whoever invented this bullshit "mathematics."

When am I ever going to use "rational expressions" in everyday life?

Why do we even have to learn this?

I'm going on strike.

T is for Tangerines, Tenors and Tuesdays!

Ok so it's technically Tuesday but it still feels like Monday.

So, today, as in Monday...

We got up, got donuts, went to school at 10, did NOT leave until 6 this afternoon.

8 HOURS OF STUDYING PEOPLE.

It was brutal.

And to top it off, I only got a 75 on the damn test!

What is that?!

I don't know, and I also don't know why Connor has gotten me hooked on Minecraft.

Blah.

Ok well, since "technically" it's Tuesday, I will do something fun.

My top two things today are:

1. This end of semester road trip/mini vacation with my beautiful Lauren and and sweet boyfriend.

2. The fact that it's the END OF THE SEMESTER.

Yup yup, we take our final next Thursday.

I want a B in the class but as of right now, I'll just take passing.

Oh, and if you were wondering, work has been going EXTREMELY well.

It's a very splendid place to work.

As of now, I work valet and garage freely, not much garage though.

And I had my first bar training shift this past weekend.

Fun fun.

Anyway, that's all for now.

Peace < 3

Happy Birthday

Just wanted to take a time out from my hectic life to say happy birthday to someone a lot of people miss.

Matthew Ryan Robertson.

Would have been 21 today.

We hope you're resting in peace Matt, and will for sure be coming to see you soon.

Happy Birthday <3

Shiny, Sunny Saturdays.

Hmmm, Saturday.

My second shift running cars for valet at the Bass.

Hot as hell, and my legs are killing me, but I like it.

SO much better than serving tables.

My sweetheart had his second interview there this past Wednesday.

Pam seems to like him and we're just waiting on his background check to finish.

:]

So not a lot has been going on, mostly just school and work this whole weekend. I made an 85 on my second test! Hell to the YES. Here's a picture of the view from our floor at the school.

Pertyyyy.

We hung out at Kyle's Wednesday night after Connor's interview. I took a picture of their cute kitteh, Mertle. :D

Soooo cute! But vicious.

So here are some of my favorite things:

Totally obsessed with The Runaways lately.

Oh, and if you haven't seen this bullshit excuse for a movie....DON'T.

Wow. This girl gets called a skank and flips out and tries to overdose on pills...but can't get the bottle open. DUMB. ASS. This is a way overdramatized outlook on gossip in school. NO ONE talks about ONE person the ENTIRE day. No one cares that much. It's retarded, so save yourself an hour and a half for a GOOD movie.

Speaking of good movies, I just recently watched Speak again. Great book, good movie. And it has little bitty Kristen Stewart in it.

This next picture is warning to all those who see me with headphones on...

And to end the post, some of my favorite funny random pictures...

By the way, Sims Glitch pages are the best. I suggest you look for one.

If you love the game, if you don't then don't waste your time, you wouldn't understand.

Anyways, that's all for today. Super Saturday, ran my ass off in valet. Fun fun.

Peace!

<3





We Love You Avery Jo.

We went to Avery's memorial today.

Condolences to Shelby and her family.

 I can't even begin to imagine what it's like to lose my first child.

You're very strong Shelbs.

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Haven't updated in almost a week. Not much to talk about really.

School school school.

Didn't do so good on my first test in math, but striving to do better on the rest of them.

Studying is helping. In just one hour my grade went up 20 points.

Sarah and I are having an old fashioned sleepover like we used to. :]

She's looking at potential universities for next fall :[

She's leaving me. Rude.

I will miss her.

Anyways, not much else going on. Will try to update more when something interesting is happening. So, just wait. It'll be epic.

Goodnight!



The Wedding Pictures are Here!

Yes indeed they are. They turned out really nice. Connor looks sooooo handsome. There's a billion of pictures but I picked out some I thought would be nice to share. Which is a lot. Oh and if you wanna see the picture bigger just click on it. So here we go...

July 6th, 2011.

Starting out with some formals of the guys...

Very cute. Here's some more formals of them, walking in a couple of them.



And the best pictures of them, yes ladies and gentlemen, they did jumping photos.

TOO funny. But very cute as well.

And now some pictures from the ceremony!

Didn't she look super pretty?

Here's a picture of the entire wedding party.

And now, the reception pictures ahahaha.

 Connor is a dork.

 Connor and I waiting to eat!

 Amazing fruit tray. YUM.

 The cake.

 The groom's cake, which Connor had a very large piece of.

Cutsie Connor right after the ceremony :]

Anthony and Caitlin's daughter Lily :]

PUPPY! :D

And last but not least, the attempted formal pictures of Connor and I. In my opinion, it looks like I want to kill him, and he wants to run away. Who knows, maybe I have a knife to his back. Lol.

He looks like he wants to get away does he not? Haha.



And we took a picture with the Bride and Groom, hoping to someday be in their spots :] and maybe I won't look like a serial killer in my own wedding pictures.

Well that's about it, it was a nice wedding. I got to dance with my love and everything and was very satisfied. Did I mention Connor had like 3 chicken fried steaks? Yes and all the other food along with it. He was hungry...and so he ate.

Congratulations to Anthony and Caitlin Stewart.

You both deserve all the happiness that comes to you!

<3